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 Why are there days when I feel so sad?  When I'm just always on the verge of tears?  When I feel like I could just disappear off the face of the earth and no one would notice?  I'm walking around feeling like I just want to die, like there is simply no point in my existence anymore.  I hate feeling like this.  I hate it but I can't seem to make it stop.  I feel horrible, fat, ugly and useless and I just can't make those feelings go away.

Is it just hormones?  What?  I feel like I am no use to anyone, like I am the world's biggest screwup and I just hate this.  I need it to stop. 

(no subject)

 Why are there days when I feel so sad?  When I'm just always on the verge of tears?  When I feel like I could just disappear off the face of the earth and no one would notice?  I'm walking around feeling like I just want to die, like there is simply no point in my existence anymore.  I hate feeling like this.  I hate it but I can't seem to make it stop.  I feel horrible, fat, ugly and useless and I just can't make those feelings go away.

Is it just hormones?  What?  I feel like I am no use to anyone, like I am the world's biggest screwup and I just hate this.  I need it to stop.